Saturday, August 30, 2008
I really loved yesterday.
Yesterday morning started with Fifi and I busy writing quick notes to our teachers to staple onto the plastic bags of chocolate. Then made our delivery, haha. The dancing was quite okay but the houses part a bit sedated... Kahmun sat with me; we were bored. Sincerely thank god that it wasn't sunny! Back to class, had a choco cake for Ms Ho :D It was nice. Been eating a lot of cake. Haha. Ms Ng's fruit tart was nicer though xD Then, concert. Omg I think the best was C1 & C3's performance for Mdm Lim. Daaaaaamn touching! She cried, I think o_O Overall, it was entertaining xD
Soooo after that I chionged to change into 4C2 tee for I knew that I'll stand out among my SVPS classmates if I were to remain in my PE shirt (and stink too). Then chiong to the MRT where I had to wait for the train anyway =.= Met Haiwei & Zimin on the train. Walked to SVPS, it was drizzling. Ate lunch. Small serving. Haha.
It was cool to see many ppl this year. All the HCI ppl came back, I think this was the only one time. Oh well, I'm the only CGS person around anyway. So stupid, the entire group of us walked up to the 2nd floor, haven't even continug walking for 1 minute and we got scolded -.- But not that the school can take any disciplinary action against us anw :DDD Mrs Chin seemed quite high haha. Mdm Wang, haha. Funny. Stand in such a warm place near the staircase. WJ suggested to move but she's too lazy. Typical of her I guess. Talk talk talk. Then went to Lot 1. Sat @ LJS. Talk talk talk. Went to Sweetalk. Talk talk talk & stand stand stand. Went to Food Junction. Talk talk talk.
Last year I rmb 10 of us girls went to food junction... Kept attracting many staresssss. HAHA. This time with guys around, I guess not THAT noisy. Rather interesting how Rouying could annoy the guys with her "ddiao!" thing. Terribly amusing. Hmm Huijin, Nicholas and I formed the minority--the 3 ppl in the group not in IP. Terribly interesting. It was great fun to talk as a huge group especially since we talked damn long... I didn't even have to go home before I had to go for piano; had to leave early. If only I could talk some more, haha. After all, it's a yearly thing. And it's not every day you have a group tgt with guys and girls. It's always a group of girls for me. Not that I'm hinting anything. Serious. But I really miss them. All of them.
Totally not in studying mood now.
那是我們都回不去的從前
11:05 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Upon entering the hall, I was literally shaking. Uncontrollably. In fact, when I was outside I declared that "my heart was sprinting 1 km" and "butterflies were in my stomach and banging against my stomach wall". In the hall, the butterflies seems overly excited at the "effective collisions" increased. Couldn't calm down, only after a while when Mr Ravi started to get more jokey, Ms Azlin too, did I chill a bit.
Hanna: Just tell the butterflies to think of Amath and fall asleep.
Me: HAH -.-
After a while
Me: Hanna, the butterflies seem to have fallen asleep.
Hanna: Good.
Around 20 minutes before my turn
Me: Hanna, the butterflies have woken up. They're banging furiously against my stomach wall.
Today was a classic example of the emotional and mental damage one can suffer from due to having high expectations of yourself. Hell, in the first place, it was attainable. DAMN, if only I could've got my brain to think faster. If only I could've maintained my composure. If only I could've forced out sub-prompts from my brain. If only I had a greater tsunami of crap gushing out from my mouth. If only...
If only...
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I don't care already. I've achieved A1 for chinese with a distinction for oral. For Mdm Wang Juan. I shouldn't have given up HMT.
For Mrs Chin, I'll get A1 for English.
I will get A1 for English, for myself.
I learnt from peer leading that it's okay to be selfish. What's the point of helping others when you can't even jolly well help yourself?
10:10 PM
